Your very much aware of the fact, you do have issues,
Also to except that as a fact "kevstarlive,
Also "Sharl88, and the fact you have someone in your life now,
And the fact your sharing the fact you have issues, means you "KNOW" you are not alone, there are those who go can understand how you feel,, and how such feeling can effect your life.
Take your time, there are those who care for you, those who will be there for you...
And especially maybe this time of the year,, you will not be far away in their thoughts, their heart....
Please,, if I may..
Best wishes, now, always...